DMT Trip Report

Okay, so I’m gonna give a story to warn people about DMT and psychedelics in general. This story will be pretty long, but I believe you will find it quite useful. Psychedelics must be treated with serious respect, and especially DMT must be taken when you are ready, and stress free in life to get the most out of the experience. Here was my terrifying experience that nearly traumatized me forever.

I had in possession DMT, and I had watched DMT the spirit molecule which had gotten me quite excited to take this big leap forward. I decided I wanted to smoke a bit. I went onto my back porch just after the sun went down and lit up about 25mg in a bowl. After the first hit I felt it, with a swarm of sensations and the terrible taste lingering in my moth I noticed fractals and visuals start on the floor. Colors seemed brighter and almost textile like in Mario. After my next hit, I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the visuals like peeking into another dimension. It was a nice way to dip my toes in the water. However I certainly didn’t expect what would happen next.

I waited about an hour to pack up my second bowl, and out of pure immaturity and desire to breakthrough I packed 100mg into the bowl. Once I lit the bowl, I took an absolutely massive hit, however after a mere few seconds it got FUCKING intense. The DMT rushed into my brain and almost instantly I realized that I had committed some grave mistake. I told myself NO NONONONOOO I knew instantly that I was going to have a very bad trip because I felt ITS presence. I felt a cold, sinister, and dark presence with me. Something so twisted it still scares me. Something not human at all. I recognized this terror as a demon. I began sobbing in agony, knocking the pipe over shattering it. I looked around and saw the entire world falling apart. The sound was so intense it sounded like a tidal wave and nuclear explosion just went off in my ears. I realized I was dying. I saw my whole life flash before my eyes, my childhood and loved ones. Then i felt intense fear and terror, I was trapped in this dimension forever with this demon that was tormenting me. Feeding off my soul. I looked around and I was in chains. The demon began feeding on my soul and energy, and I screamed and cried begging for it to stop. It was sheer terror beyond anything I’ve had. The demon literally felt like it was raping my soul. Then I finally saw the entity that was a terrifying reptilian being, with a face of a snakelike entity, and you could feel the sheer amount of hate this thing had just by seeing it. I thought I would be here forever being tormented by this thing, but gradually I came back from this and back to my senses. I realized I was laying on the floor, I looked up and just cried realizing I’m alright and that thing doesn’t have me anymore. I ended up deciding to take a break, and integrate what the fuck happened.

My conclusion- I did not respect the substance, and I tried to force myself to breakthrough at a bad time. I was an idiot eager to experience the DMT world and should have treated it so much better. The entity I was preyed on was trying to harm me and feed off my fear. I took my break, and in a later powerful experience on mushrooms, an entity removed the negativity this thing left on my soul and helped me accept it and make peace with myself. I understand that this is a hyperslap and something imperative for all psychonauts to know. You must treat the substance with utmost respect, and you must give into your experience. The best way to trip is to perform a ritual, and some chants always help.

I’m doing great now! I think the experience despite being fucking terrify was super useful. Respect the substance, and blast off only when you’re ready. I still enjoy to trip and have had some amazing DMT trips since. Safe trips y’all